Wednesday, May 6, 2009

As far back as I can remember...

when I was 15 I was worried about boy drama and had my first real boyfriend

when I was 16 I was worried about other drama and had secrets

when I was 17 I was worried about my SATs and drama with asian parents in the community

when I was 18 I was worried about not fitting in in college and finding the right church/fellowship

when I was 19 I was worried about not doing good in my classes

when I was 20 I was worried about finding the right internships and join the right clubs

when I was 21 I was worried about my GPAs and having the right classes to graduate on time

when I was 22 I was worried about finding a post college job

when I was 23 I was worried about finding my goal in life.. and moving to Los Angeles for a new job

when I was 24 I am worried about my career goals, my relationship with Justin and planning for the wedding and financial aspect for it



I am turning 25 in 13 days... what will I be worrying about?


This is not the kind of question I should be asking myself


or the kind of thing to be looking forward to...


Enough is enough....

2 comments:

Liz said...

i never though about the last 10 years of my life like that. but you make a good point, we're ALWAYS worrying about things. Insightful! It's good you realized this, because now you can focus on things to look forward to! =))))

Unknown said...

I ditto Liz about looking foward to stuff. =) It is weird to think that we're halfway through in our 20s. weird...